Childish Thoughts!

I think I'm quite a childish person. *grin* At least I'm allowed to be childish since I'm not obligated to anyone or anything at the moment, so that me being childish can only affect me and no one else. >.<

I think I have a weird concept of love. I really wonder how a person can love me when they really get to know me. I'm full of quirks and idiosyncrasies, and I have weird concepts to measure certain things. They can be really stupid and trivial but they are important to me! Small things do matter... hehheh. I think I'll make a very stressful girlfriend. Oh this is sosososo bad... but it's kinda fun thinking about it... it's self amusing in a way. It's like those long chain emails you get when they say: You know someone loves you when... 1) 2) 3) 4)... etc. Maybe I should start one list for myself! Perhaps my expectations are too high... then again, if my expectations are like that, then I'm not really loving a person am I? I wonder when the day will come when I give my all and expect nothing in return. I think for friends, it's easier to do that... but for lovers... it's so hard to do such things! I mean... don't you want the person to love you back as much as you love the person? Sigh, don't know lah. Okay, my hair is finally dry. I can go and sleep now.

Agape.