The Night.
I was just about to delve into the darkness of the night when someone unexpected msned me in reply to a certain issue that I had brought up. It feels good to be remembered. A simple chat ensued although I had already planned on logging off earlier. Thank you, my friend. It's always great catching up with you. A smile for me tonight!
I hate the night. It is when sadness, uncertainty, hurt, frustration and fear are allowed to escape from the Pandora's box into my heart. It is easier to resist these negative notions during the light of day. However, at night, when everyone's asleep, when it's all dark, when the mind is tired of battling all day, these emotions take over.
I feel lost. I don't know what I should be doing with myself now. I'm stuck in a moment and I don't know what to do or where to head towards to. I don't want to be like this, all painted grey, listless, physically present but unable to focus my restless mind on anything important. I need to find my way somehow.
Who am I? What am I? Am I trying to be someone I am not? Or is there another side of me that I have been suppressing? I need to know. Is my formula wrong? Am I doing things all wrong? Why then is it so hard to see things eye-to-eye?
Please let the negativity stop or I will go insane!
I hate the night. It is when sadness, uncertainty, hurt, frustration and fear are allowed to escape from the Pandora's box into my heart. It is easier to resist these negative notions during the light of day. However, at night, when everyone's asleep, when it's all dark, when the mind is tired of battling all day, these emotions take over.
I feel lost. I don't know what I should be doing with myself now. I'm stuck in a moment and I don't know what to do or where to head towards to. I don't want to be like this, all painted grey, listless, physically present but unable to focus my restless mind on anything important. I need to find my way somehow.
Who am I? What am I? Am I trying to be someone I am not? Or is there another side of me that I have been suppressing? I need to know. Is my formula wrong? Am I doing things all wrong? Why then is it so hard to see things eye-to-eye?
Please let the negativity stop or I will go insane!
posted by Michelle at 1:14 am
3 Comments:
The darkness can be a lonely place, where questions can plague the heart.
Sometimes there is nothing we can do. Sometimes we ourselves may not have the ability to fix what has gone wrong.
I'm not saying don't try, to just surrender.
I'm not saying to don't care, and do nothing.
I'm also not saying give up, and depend on another.
But I'm asking you to accept reality.
To accept the emotions you feel.
To accept the circumstances behind it.
Few things in life come without price. And unless we acknowledge this, we can't move on. We can't change. We can't heal.
I have no proper advice for you. Just words.
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