Sullen

Feeling a little sullen tonight. Perhaps it's the quietude of it all when hidden emotions are released. The night in all its serenity, provides me with a place to let the sadness emerge. I yearn, I pine, I wish, I hope, I doubt, I tire. It is the night when I'm by myself where I can let my weakness show without having to account to anyone for there's no one around. I'm weak, I know I am. It's hard not to be weak. May my heart and intentions always be kept pure. I pray for guidance.