Stability

It's hard to completely surrender yourself for the greater good of love. Being rational versus being emotional. I hate it when I'm unstable. I become selfish, I can't love. Why do I desire? I can't help it. Why can't I let go of my desires? Perhaps I just need another good night's rest and maybe my heart won't be so annoyingly crappy that I deem it weak. Control yourself Mich! Please stabilize. No more provocations please for now.