Unsettled
I don't know what to do.
I feel so unsettled.
I just feel like running away from the whole community and go into hiding. I'm just weary. When will my hands be unbound? Have I tried my best? Must I try harder? I just can't push myself anymore. I am unable to already. Is it not good enough? I don't know. I really don't know. Should I relieve myself of the spiritual duty and try to seek healing for my broken self? I don't know... Lord, help me.
posted by Michelle at 10:12 pm
2 Comments:
Aunt, I believe spiritual duty should come from the heart... Not from obligation. "Matthew 22:37 -Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind." If doing what u perceive as your spiritual duty prevents u from doing that, then you should stop and reconsider. Remember, the Lord is always with you and like in the poem, "Footsteps in the sand" will carry you in your greatest need. He never wants you to suffer unneccesarily. I suggest you take a short sabbatical from you church duties..., to calm yourself, and clear your mind. "Acts 17:24 - God that made the world and all things therein, seeing that he is Lord of heaven and earth, dwelleth not in temples made with hands""John 2:21-But he spake of the temple of his body" Take care of yourself, for you are the temple of God, He resides in you :). Take care aunt. Don't fret.. it's all in the bible. You just have to know where to look :)... all the best ok
Hey neph!
Thanks for the words of wisdom... =) I'll let my mind clear... :)
you take care too!
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