Depressed over studies? Now that's dumb...
I think being depressed over studies is so stupid... harming your mental, emotional and physical health over something that doesn't eat, breathe or feel? ARGH. And yet I am victim, to myself. Last night I went super cranky due to some academic trigger. I think I made my parents sad by pulling a long face with puffy eyes and such but I hope they understand - striving for excellence comes with a price. Nevermind, just 2 more weeks to rest. Think sundays are days where I come to engine to study. Ohohoh, the sun hasn't set yet but it's going lower and lower, and as I stare through the big trees, the wind shaking the leaves mekes the tree twinkle of golden light. It's beautiful. God's creation is wonderful. =)
Thanks to all who tried to subdue my panic attack and crankiness last night. You know who you are.
Was still feeling super bummed this morning but then I met my cousins / Godsister and Godbrother, Audrey and Alex, at mass and later for lunch. Relating to them what happened somehow was therapeutic... they brought a smile to my face. *^^*
Time to go back to work?
Agape.
posted by Michelle at 6:11 pm
4 Comments:
Hey, you are not the only silly one with this problem ok? I think I am crazier than you. So dun worry so much lah.
Sometimes I think that I take my studies and tests too seriously. Striving for excellence... I still try my best but I guess over the years.. what I viewed as excellence has evolved...
Now I have lower standards. I dun want to be the best... I just wanna try my best.
All the way gal. I know you can do it. So believe in what I believe.
Jiayou. (Oops, too long again. getting lor soh.)
yeah dun be depressed it's no fun
not stupid... but means u take it very seriously.
which isn't a bad thing if u ask me.
but things like "the big trees, the wind shaking the leaves mekes the tree twinkle of golden light. It's beautiful. God's creation is wonderful. =)" and "cousins / Godsister and Godbrother, Audrey and Alex, at mass and later for lunch. Relating to them what happened somehow was therapeutic... they brought a smile to my face. *^^*" are there to remind us that that's not all there is other than studies And u just need to remember it when u feel cranky. jiayou!
hey chiffon,
you're always there for me and I thank you. =)
talion:
you CHEER up okay... I'm worried about you.
phreak:
thank you for always commenting and sharing your thoughts... they are wise and comforting, and i really appreciate it! =)
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