Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Ninja Turtles and reflections



I have been a blue ninja turtle for the past two days... carrying that laptop bag full of my stuff. >.< Oh yes, Jac's Raphael (the red one) and Joanne's April O'Neil.

Perhaps some good news is to come from bro. Hope things will be okay.

I shall officially commence hell week today for it'll last till next wednesday, with a presentation, a project and a second mid term test. Weee!

Tonight I feel like reflecting, reminiscising. How have I been faring? Hopefully I have at least passed this time. Perhaps, as a friend of mine has mentioned, I have too many issues in my brain to handle. However, I feel that I can fight against my own weakness now. Sometimes I fail, but sometimes I actually succeed in controlling myself. *grin* some kind of self-restraint. >.< I think I'm learning to let go of my hate and frustration which had morphed from guilt and self-damnation. I will work towards not harbouring any ill feelings and I hope you will be blessed. I guess that incident two weeks ago was a stark reminder that I am still harbouring resentment although I didn't realise it. May my actions be guided and may I not be filled with anger. I think my state of emotional and mental health has improved for the past few months. =) Although I can still get quite unstable at times, it is not as bad anymore. The vicious cycles of depression are getting smaller and decreasing in frequency. It's all good and I hope I will continue to fare okay... in terms of doing the right thing and in terms of being able to smile and be joyful.

I was a terribly broken person just a few months ago. I think I'm seeing the results of improvement and this broken ragdoll is patching herself up. There are still lots of holes everywhere but patience Mich - it's not an easy feat for this undomesticated girl to learn how to sew. Of course, this would not have been possible with the help of so many people. *^^* Friends, family, relatives and Him... they've all been there for me, whether I am in the wrong or not. Thank You.

Agape.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

HAHA :)
At least I am still a human. :)
Thanks babe.

3/11/05 11:12 am  
Blogger Talion said...

lol.. hmm broken can always be patched up mah haha.. all the best during hell week aunt...

3/11/05 6:35 pm  
Blogger Sain't said...

haha... so u're the turtles' leader

3/11/05 9:49 pm  
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