Scatterbrain

I just lost something very dear to me.
Why am I not panicking?

Thanks for accompanying me and trying to cheer me up... :)

One day I'm going to lose my head. Why am I such a scatterbrain? Being absentminded is in my blood. I know it can get very frustrating for people at times but I can't help it really. I feel really frustrated with myself as well.

Come quick so that I can leave this place.