To be used and thrown away...

I need to sleep. I shouldn't be stoning here on the comp anymore. I'll shut down the computer after I finish this entry. To be used and thrown away... am I a perpetrator of such a heinous crime? To manipulate and use someone? I do have a counter argument for it but I shouldn't exactly push the blame anymore. I admit I am at fault and my guilt will not go away. God has been good for He has been my source of strength. Of course some little angels are with me as well. I do not feel so empty anymore. I am strong, I can do this.

I wish I can write about the retreat but I am so tired.. I seriously need the sleep. *groan* I need to NOT stone on the comp. stoning = depressed. Am I depressed? Somewhat, but it is bearable as compared to before the retreat. Yes, God is good. I feel thankful.

Thanks to Philo for her continued reassurance of His love. Thank you to ALL for their warm fuzzies... I sadly couldn't write for practically everyone for I was down with a flu during the retreat... but that doesn't mean that I didn't have anything to say to you guys! Thank you all for helping me to re-discover that I actually have gifts and talents that are God-given and I am not that worthless after all for my self-worth had hit an all time low in the recent weeks. :)

The tone in my friend's blog has become brighter, happier... It is a far cry from a few weeks back. I am so glad. *^^*

Agape.